I.
Saturday, May 30 23:51
Am.
So.
Friggin.
Stressed.
Exam is over now and I should be happy. Especially when I get to skip on a beautiful Friday. Yet..Idk. Probably I havent been sleeping and eating well for the past fortnight. Headache -> migrain, starvation -> gastric.
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Well the part above was written last night but I didn't finish it cuz mum was talking on the phone with her ji mui in my room and making me siao zz. Anyway I'm feeling much better now! =)
IT'S HOOLIDAY WHEE~!!
But I'm given so many 'holiday packages' -________________-" So not fun T.T
Went to AC on Friday to see Fahrenheit! =) But I wasn't really excited..Maybe cuz I've already met and touched and spoke face to face with my one and only Raymond Lam Fung ~.~ x) So the rest wouldn't mean anything big to me anymore. Went with my Cheese & Aby darling, Nicholas & Tristan. Wei Ming joined us later for dinner at Boston. We didn't really watch the concert actually. Just stood there for about 15 minutes, watched them perform a song or two and then their games with fans. Then off we left to the Flee (Flea?) Market. Its way more interesting there =.="

This guy, he moves when you pay him. His actions are based on how much you give =.=" A coin will be a smile, $1 will be a wave and bigger notes will get to shake hands/take photo with him. I really salute him, he could sit there for hours without moving unless being paid. But finally he took a break, he walked off to smoke zz -_____________-" The boss should fire him la so not pro.
Around 11 we went to Pacific to watch movie. It was an impromptu one actually. And we didn't even know what we were watching until the time we left =.=" We all thought we were gonna watch
Angels & Demons but that Nicholas =.=" didn't tell us what he booked. So we watched:

One word : Confusing. i rate it 5/10. No Arnold Schwarzenegger as the Terminator where can!! T.T No Edward Furlong as John Connor where can!! T_________T I still like Terminator 2 the best~ Eddie 9 cute wahaha. ANDDD I swear I saw Arnie as cameo towards the end of the movie!! But why isn't he credited? You see, it's really confusing =.="
Last night Lobak said that he called me on Friday night at two =.=" but my number 'is temporarily not in use in Malaysia' zz? And Jojo failed to call me yesterday evening? Lalala can throw already my phone~ Oh yea. This month's bill..I really no eye see. =X
Yawn.
Labels: Emoss, Entertainment, Friendss, Pichass, Rantingss, Studies
15 minutes of availability
Tuesday, May 26 14:12
Since I'm only having Paper 1 tomorrow [thus no memorizing needed cuz objective questions = SHOOOOOT lah], I decide to take some time off a bit. I'm actually having a very serious headache now that migraine is coming T.T
Anyway, the reason I'm here is because...
Today...
is...
...a very happening day zzz.
Haha okok. I'm here cuz someone turns a year older today! x)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MANGOOOOOO!Nah heng dai/ji mui, see! Told you I'll remember! x)
Actually I wished him twice already and this one being the third time =.=" But he's not gonna see this anytime soon -
EH! No no! He's coming back in 2 weeks' time! Omg time flies. Hahaha Rotten Zai! Big boy already ah. Erm.. Dunno what to say hahaha. Don't always d*** me can already T.T
Today is also Grandpa's birthday =X I think should be the lunar one. All of my relatives came back from everywhere [except for my Aunt in UK] and went to Grandma's house to pray this morning.
EXCEPT FOR ME. Due to exam. Such an unfilial granddaughter =( I dropped by at Grandma's house just now to 'pay back' and had
lunch brunch brunch+supper brunch+supper+dinner omg I don't even remember when was the last time I had a proper meal. I really scared to eat there cuz there's always always alwaysss so much food and the adults will go,
"Nah eat more eat more! Still got a lot!" =.=" Grandma offered me some
lobak when I was halfway eating just now
haha. Although I'm kinda #$%^& with
that Lobak, but it's funny how I have to eat it. Like, swallowing my own anger? Hahaha.
Did I say I'm gonna have four packets of instant coffee for Macro and Bs 2? Well I only had three for Macro but I really DID have
FOUR last night wahahah. Salute me! x) BUT THEN! I was still sleepy like crap T________________T Even dozed off a few times while doing my exam this morning. Then back at home just now, I found the culprit - A. Problemo -__________-" No wonder so heavily caffeined already still so tired. I'm already very mixed up with the timing now. Sighss. See, it's indeed a very happening day today.
Okayyy now lemme go napnap a while before Suzy pinches my cheek again tonight zz =.="
PS : The title above is a lie. I already spent more than half an hour here >.<"
Now I'm N/A for the next 48 hours!
Labels: Birthdayss, Family, Friendss, Rantingss, Studies
The 8th American Idol Title.
Friday, May 22 16:28
NOW I AM SO FRIGGIN DISSATISFIED.Despite I've been busy squeezing one hundred kilo of facts into my tiny little futile brain, but I still managed to dig some time off to watch
AI Finale. I was happily cheering for my favie guy on Wedn evening. He sang confidently and performed flawlessly, and did especially well when he belted out the Finale song [which is now being replayed over and over again in my player^^] and made me swoon ohmigoshh. I was very moved with his performance because he can really express the song so well T.T Anyone who watched it will definitely know who I'm talking about.
Result was out last night. The
"So What" performance by Top 13 actually made me think it was bias cuz the song went:
"I am a rockstar". My favie guy is a rockstar and I thought that was a hint! Even Simon showed preference for him okayyy. =) So I waited happily for my guy to be crowned. Then Ryan Seacrest announced..
...
.....
........
"KRIS ALLEN!"@#$%^& I screameddd on top of my lungs. Like I did every year haha. Fyi, Kris Allen is a guy who's quite good looking, but to me, he loses confidence easily and he was obviously feeling hopeless already when he performed. His voice kinda drowned when he sang the Finale song and he looked rather..weak. Like, totally given up already! SO tell me,
HOW CAN IT BE?!?!?!?! My Adammmmmm SHOULD BE THE ONE BEING CROWNED WTH. He's so lively, so full of confidence, so good looking and he sings goddamn well alright! He's a hawt hawt rockstar!! And Kris is so right when he said
"I thought Adam deserves this!" or something like that. YESH HE IS SO FRIGGIN RIGHT. ADAM DESERVES THE TITLE BETTER.
1) Here you go, Kris Allen, your new American Idol.
2) Here you go, Adam Lambert, your new American Idol.Doesn't number 2 sound more right?!?! T_____________________T
I actually fancied Kris too, and I still am. It's just that..I still think Adam should be the one. He did much better than Kris. It's so unbelievable omg T__________T What's up with Americans?! ='(
Adam...remember you're a worldwide star! Imma gonna buy your album! T.T
Well. Congratulations Kris >.<"
Awww. He's such a sweetheart. Too bad I read from somewhere that he's gay?!?!AHH, no worries. I don't discriminate gays. =)
Labels: Entertainment, Pichass
Relentless week =(
15:44
6 down, 4 to go~
Kinda screwed up Bs1 cuz by the time I could memorize the steps and procedures and graphs, I have forgotten those I memorized earlier zzzzzz. Thought I would've screwed Micro as well cuz I really couldn't squeeze a dust into my brain due to some personal matter, and although I was up all night. Well, for both nights, if you know my habit =.=" But
SURPRISINGLYYYYY I think Micro was kinda easy =X Another surprise was,
I failed to compose my English essay. The world has gone upside down. How can Micro be easier than English?!?! -_____-" Cuz I do not friggin understand the question. Whatever
Physical education courses?! What the heck is that supposed to mean? Physical fitness? Health? Grooming? Dressing? @#$%&!! And PA sarkztodamax. Nuff said. And I unbelievably managed to finish today's paper with 15 minutes left ._______.
It's been a though week. Sighss. =(
Err well. Ignore the chocolates hehe. Lin's Maths on the left and Joe's Bio on the right.
At 4 in the morning and still gained nothing? =X
Nah, I was really studying okayyy.Another week to go. Hopefully by then I'm still not caffeine overdosed and still alive cuz I'm allergic to instant coffee zzz. Yea, only instant coffee. I'm fine with Starbucks and Coffee Bean etc. My heart will be pounding crazily and hands shaking as if I'm a Parkinson's after having instant coffee =.=" What's crazier is I mix two packets for a cup = double action and double effect and double torture hahaha. Should I have four packets in a cup for Bs 2 and Macro?
Labels: Pichass, Rantingss, Studies
My VIP, her VID =)
Sunday, May 17 18:46
It's May the 17th again! It's my very important person's very important day!
Ladies and gentlemen, I present youuuuu...

Ah Lou! Miss Athy-poo!
Eheheh. Anyone still remembers this nickname? Hohoho. Omg I can sense Kakak Carmena glaring at me with a parang in her hands! Wahahaha!
ANYWAYYYYYYYYY. Ignore that pan mui first.
Why am I promoting her here? Cuz..cuz...
she's now my official girlfriend hahahaha. it's her big
big big biggie day!!
Throughout the years...Lmao I sound so lessy omg!To my dearest Ah Louuuu..Happy 19th birthday to you! Ah Ling hopes that you'll never stop
lou-ing her! And if you're expecting all those mushy things, I shall present it to you personally later...Hahahaha! ;)
Labels: Birthdayss, Friendss, Pichass
No eye see.
17:35
This little package really caught my attention when I was having brunch outside yesterday.

Malaysian government are really contradicting themselves. Why the warning if cigarettes are still allowed to be sold nationwide? It's like writing a piece of note that says:
"Baby, call mummy/daddy!" then stick it on your baby's lips and expect him/her to really talk on the very next second. Sheesh -__________-" But I'm not saying that this is wrong, at least they did take an action and it's also an effort. What I'm trying to say is, why not just ban it right away when we know the effect could be so horrendous? Btw, I know the picture above is very disgusting because I myself also cannot bear to take a second look at it =.=" But what I couldn't believe is them smokers are not at all disgusted with it!
Danggg.Lol why am I being so general?!
Cuz I have PA paper on Wednesday? (or Thursday not sure ok I know this is very lame =.=")Labels: Pichass, Random
Fixeddd.
Friday, May 15 21:53
I came back one afternoon to find a piece of note slipped
IN my laptop ._____.
"Streamyx and telephone out of service, temporarily cannot be used. Must wait for the Telekom technicians to come and fix it - will be done within 2 days!"My jaw dropped upon reading this note. It's from my dad actually.
TWO days?!?! Anyhow I managed to survive these two days by alternating between my Bs 1 notes and offline games and TV uishh. Bored sei ngo. And poor Daddy has to replace the modem with a new one
due to his very demanding daughter because we thought the old one was faulty. =X And now confirm it's stil healthy and as strong as a tiger! =.="
There are lots of lots of lots of things that I wanna say! But I'm just gonna summarize them all due to
laziness my lousy memory.
1) Lessons are getting very uninteresting and I am definitely losing concentration in class. In a very obvious way; that my name kept being called. Sigh. What is going on with me?
2) We discovered a little secret of Miss Moory! x) Further elaboration later ngekngek.
3) My two girlfriends are very high these days that I cannot stand talking to them =.="
4) Friendship problems keep popping up. The one I mentioned before is still left unsettled; there came another one with
*Carrot last night. Luckily Mango texted me at the right time, otherwise I might have exploded. And then there's another one today... Sigh. What is wrong with them? Or is it really
MY problem?
5) Sometimes I feel my existance is not acknowledged. I feel like a toy, an amusement. People tend to come to me when they're bored and treat me real good, and then I'll be left aside when they have better things to do as if they never knew me. And it's
always, always like this.
Sighh. I really don't wanna rant so much and I expected a better, cheerful return post. I have lotss of pictures to upload also.. But something came up when I'm halfway through, and thus the rantings and my mood is drowning. Plus, my Carrot has disappeared for the whole day. Probably still angry with me? =X
Exams = faint. Exams next week = die.So don't be shocked if I suddenly disappeared. But I guess nobody will.
Omg now I feel I sound like somebody -_____________-"
Edit: Carrot just called. No more angry. =)
Labels: Emoss, Friendss, Random, Rantingss, Studies
Yet another short one
Tuesday, May 12 15:43
Everything is getting very boring in class this week. On the contrary...it's more exciting
outside the class hahaha.
Jo *ahem* Okay not too much details on this! x) Moo is missing a lot...
Mango is leaving againnnnnnn today. =( Mango, be strong yea! Just less than a month to go, you can pull it thru! Most important is try to enjoy yourself, don't keep thinking it's like living hell over there =.=" Like this how to have fun ah? Be good a bit then Summer will buy cheesecake for you hahaha.
Anyway, I more than 100 pages of BS 1 notes to write hoho. And has to be handed in tomorrow hohoho. The good news is, I have only done 10% of it hohohoho. *Runs for life*
PS : Anyone in chem engineering looking for job in Penang? For further information, drop me a message!Labels: Friendss, Rantingss, Studies
When friendship turns into betrayal...
Sunday, May 10 22:54
it's not fun anymore.
Sound familiar, right? Yeah, my MSN pm. After so many years of friendship...I can't believe this is what you're doing to me. I understand that you're facing a lot of problems lately, but does that mean you can do just anything you want and say whatever you like WITHOUT considering how I feel? Is it because you've failed and therefore you think I don't deserve whatever I'm having right now? So you have to go breaking me into pieces and try to ruin everything? And then you go to other people and do the opposite way and say the opposite thing?!?! I really don't know and I don't understand why you have to do this to me. You think it's fun? I don't think so, girlfriend. It's really terrifying especially when you act as though nothing has happened, you know? What have you become, my dear friend?
I know you're gonna read this. But I cannot bear to keep it to myself. Your pretence is so hard to be endured.
Labels: Emoss, Friendss, Rantingss
SO not fun T_______________T
00:27
My modem sot jorrrr T.T The funny thing is, it works perfectly fine during the day and only troubles me at night. When I am most bored and have nothing to do and need entertainment and people to chat with me. Especially on a Saturday night! T_____________T That is why you people keep seeing me signing in and out from MSN these two nights. I get dc like, once every minute -___________-" I'm really sorry if it irritates you T.T For my MSN is now futile..Text me alright? =(
PS : Captain be patient yea..the pic WILL be up hahahaha.Labels: Random, Rantingss
Hahaha sayonara Winter
Friday, May 8 21:21
Hahahahaha. Logged in to find everything gone. Then I tried logging in Moo's and Jo's, gone also. Hahahaha. Goodbye Summer. Goodbye Moo. Goodbye Snow. Goodbye my time, my effort, my energy, especially my money ~.~
Labels: Insanity, Random, Rantingss
Backkkkkkk
Thursday, May 7 14:04
One word:
Screwed.I was goddamn nervous. Even in the quarantine room I started to panic already. Waited for one and a half hour before my turn. When the lady went,
"You may start preparing now." I was trembling omg =.=" My hands were shaking as I started scribbling. As predicted, I was clueless! I just got one point when she went,
"Okay, you can start presenting your points now. Candidate A?" WTH!! So after one point, I was speechless. T__________________T Lucky the lady was good, she kinda helped me a bit. So I had another point there. Next round was group discussion. I had more points to elaborate but then! My group members =.=" I dunno if they're really not fluent enough or purposely wanna drag the time. They talk like, word by word, even slower than babies learning to talk omg -________-" And they were cornering each other. So in the end I have no chance to finish my points. How ironic. =(
Labels: Rantingss, Studies
Omg omg omggg
09:20
My session starts at 11am...I planned to wake up at 9, but just couldn't sleep well. Kept jerking awake for the whole morning and had a few weird dreams =.=" So I woke up at 8.40am. Omggg I so cannot face this T.T
I remember last week in the class, was having my practice as usual but my situation started to get unusual =.=" Then Mdm Wee shot me:
"VIVIEN! Stop being so jittery! You're only in front of me and you're already so nervous, then what are you going to do when you're facing the examiners? Relax! I expect you to do better than this!" ....... Maybe she has forgotten, it's always easier said than done. -_________-" My heart is pounding crazily now.
I AM LEAVING IN ANOTHER FRIGGIN HOUR.Where is my biggest support ever? Where is my Ah Lou?!?!
Labels: Emoss, Friendss, Studies
Hush hush
Wednesday, May 6 19:57
Final paper tomorrow - Speakinggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg test! T_______________T
Cham T.T I heard the topics given to the earlier batches were pretty hard T.T Am I gonna make it? What if my brain gets stuck and ideas couldn't flow in? What if I don't understand the situation given? What if I get tongue tied? What if I have nothing to say?!?! Plus, I'm all on my own cuz the other three members in my group are from nextdoor T.T Three guys omg I don't friggin know them leh T.T One's Cing's
favourite guy, then I heard that the other two; one's quite good looking and another one is...crazy? -__________-" Omg my confidence is sinking.
Yesterdayyy I left my Hush Puppies sweater in classsss and I only noticed it after I reached home =.=" But of course it was still there this morning hahaha. At Jojo's place. Yeah, speaking of her...I don't know, probably she wasn't having a good day? I kept having communication problem with her for the whole morning. And in the end she was fed up with me for which I have yet to identify the reason ._______. We were chatting chatting chatting and suddenly...she exploded. What happened to you, Jo? Sigh. I hope she's fine, and I hope everything gets better after the exam tomorrow. Wish me luck, peeps. =(
PS : I wanna watch Star Trek!! Come ajak me, anyone? T_______T
One of a kind
Tuesday, May 5 13:46
I don't give a thing at someone I don't really know or I'm not close to. Cuz firstly is of course, if I'm not close to you so why should I be nosy? And personally I don't really like to talk behind someone; even if I do, I'd feel bad about it the next minute. Cuz I myself am not good enough, so what right do I have?
BUT.
There is this particular girl that I really cannot stand her attitude anymore. No names will be mentioned in this entry, but her name starts with E. Nickname sounds something like 'leg' in Malay. I think by now a few people should know who I'm talking about already but nevermind. You can make your guess but if you get it wrongly..then it's your own mistake hahaha.
So what is it about this girl?
#1) She's hiao. But none of anyone's business, neither of mine. So don't bother.
#2) The biggest problem with her is her voice. She's LOUD. But we tried to bear with it. But she laughs like a devil. This is quite hard to endure because her voice is so sharp and it pierces thru my brain omg. And it happens everyday =.=" So we tried to ask her to calm down. POLITELY. Like,
"Hey, do you mind to lower down your voice over there?"BUT DO YOU KNOW HOW DID SHE RESPOND? She glared at us and went:
"What? What? Got problem ah? I disturb you ah?"OBVIOUSLY GOT LAH OMG. IF NO THEN YOU THINK WE SO FREE TO INTERRUPT YOU HIAO WITH THE GUYS?
Okay. If this is considered as a small problem, then fine.
#2) Yesterday we had our speaking practice as usual. Naturally if there's something you don't understand, you'll have to ask, right?! Especially when you're only given TWO minutes to brainstorm. So a friend of mine was quite unsure of the meaning of a certain phrase. And definitely she asked. I tried to explain to her but I dunno what is it called in Chinese. Fail me T_________T Then this E girl, instead of trying to help,
SHE LAUGHED. And then, she went back to her place and happily announced to the world:
"SO BIG ALREADY STILL DUNNO WHAT IS ********* AH!!Heck. That has gone over the boundary. We were all fuming already. Even if she doesn't treat us as friends, it's ok. But we were in the same group! Shouldn't she try to cover the flaw so that our discussion can be carried on smoothly? Is it so fun to humiliate people like this? What if you're the one being humiliated? How would you feel? Acting like she's the smartest of all. Puihhh. Such a disgrace.
ANYWAY. I care not if she's gonna see this. If she does, here's a message for her: You've gotta change the way you behave. Such inappropriate attitude will lead you nowhere. You have no moral value at all, but I'm not saying that anyone else is perfect, including me. Alright, nuff said.
Satisfied, my friend? x)Labels: Friendss, Rantingss, Studies
It's hoolidayyy x)
Sunday, May 3 17:56
Which always means my time to have fun hoho. You know, it's so not fun to stay at home and not knowing what to do each and everyday. Although I'm still studying, but I reach home like before 1. Then I'd be rotting for the rest of the time.
SO!Last Thursday. Went to cut my hair with Ath! But I only cut my fringe due to time problem. Mr Hairstylist still remembers what kinda fringe I want! Which is not really a good thing cuz he can never stop being sarcastic to me =.=" Next we went for our
lunch at almost 5 haha. After that..I did a very big mistake to myself. I don't wanna mention it here, try figure it out yourself next time you see me around. It's very
obvious. T________T
My dearessst Ah Lou.I looked terrible hor? Cuz I was too lazy to fix my hair before going out hahaha. Plus I've gained weight!! T__________T And luckily this picture was taken before
the mistake =.="
Friday. Originally planned to go Queensbay with Moo and Jo to watch movie but failed cuz Captain's car rosak and Perry went to Thailand. So the three of us ended up in Jusco lol. Lame sei. Bought our movie tickets first and then had our lunch at Food & Tea.
<< "Ying Yong in HK"
>> Seafood Salad Roll
<< Tuna Pineapple & Cheese Focaccia
>>Luncheon Meat & Cheese Focaccia
Wahahah I'm bound to be whacked 99 by them!After eating there were still plenty of time left, so we sat there and
observe people around us hahaha.
Later on we watched:
Roar.The beginning was quite boring until I spotted the hawt hawt Daniel Henney. At first I thought he was only a kelefeh cuz he wasn't even named omg =.=" But to my surprise, he reappeared 6 years later! Then only I found out his character's name is Agent Zero wahaha. I watched his
Seducing Mr Perfect some time ago and I think he's really a good actor and shouldn't be given such a small role! Hmph.
AND HIS ENDING SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN THIS WAY AS WELL! Screw Hugh Jackman.
We had nothing to do after movie so we decided to go for another round haha. But there was nothing nice to watch so we went to the arcade~!! Played photo hunt and race car with Moo and Jo. Then I went for a round of Hotshot. And and and I even drove the truck/lorry omg hahaha. Them both went drumming and I went around to disturb them x)

Remember the snack store located just outside the arcade? The first thing that caught my attention was a bunch of little colourful windmills standing in a container.
And I grabbed one!Hehe. Nice or not? Proceeded with window shopping for a while then went to get my hair essentials. Dinner came next. Captain texted me and said wanna go for
kuey teow basah but as supper around 10 plus. Obviously we didn't wait cuz Miss Moo Moo was hungry already. Went to KFC to tapao my favorite Cheezy Wedges and Moo's Meltz and then to Jo's Sushi Queen. I'm not really a fan of Sushi Queen though; King would be better for my liking.
<< Age Bento
>> Chicken Teriyaki
Nameko CawanmushiThis cawanmushi is something I wanna complain about. Compare the one served on the left and the illustration on the right! I can go report to the Consumer's Society for cheating lor and no, I'm not serious of course hahaha. Tasted not bad lah. But I still prefer King's standard cawanmushi.
And finally, time to go home. Jojo found a balloon on a trolley outside and she gave it to me =.=" Sent her home and then I pun balik.


Labels: Friendss, Happiness, Pichass
GG.com
Saturday, May 2 22:23
My browser has gone crazy. Use ad also can go crazy. Having difficulty in updating. Soooooo. Later. Maybe after I restart my laptop. Which means, tomorrow? x)
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